+ a beau__tiful ho___

May 06, 2009

For more than a quarter of my life I watched you go through all the fundamentals of your life.

I tried to go the distance doing things for you that I wouldn't even bother to do for a best friend. I picked up a dialect just so I could impress and communicate with your family should the chance arrive. I sent you messages every morning, night and throughout the day without fail. I learnt to cook and bake so I could surprise you one day. I buy you little stuff whenever I see something cute for you. I make time for you even though I was busy at work. I give up meetings with my friend at last minute just so I could go out with you. I said prayers for you when you were feeling unwell. I was always there for you when you needed me. I promised not to do stupid things again. I hug all the babies to sleep every night. I stayed away from trouble as much as I'm aware of my surroundings. I think about you every moment I'm free. I even dream about you a million times over.

I did everything I could.

Don't say I didn't love you.
Don't say I didn't care for you.
Don't say I didn't miss you.
Don't say I didn't treasure you.
Don't say I didn't change for the better for you.
Don't say I didn't cry because of you.
Don't say I wasn't putting enough effort.
Don't say everything I've done didn't mean a thing.
Don't say I've just wasted the last 6 years of my life.

Don't say I didn't try.

Nobody said it was easy.

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Guess its time.

-nIx- @ [[11:07 PM]]

->>LoL GanG n co wEBBIE<<-

ladies-
aNgELiC ; cheshire lover
aNgEz ; mehmeh
vaL ; eliephant
vIG ; cutesy
JY ; yummy
LiN ; rabbit
oInK ; pig

~~gentle~~man-
hEi ; yumcha YEAH!
wEi ; non-existant
LuT ; turtle

-Superteens 24-28 nov '03-
MELiSSa ; lovess
PiNGss ; lovess
SaMuEL ; lovess
SHErwYn ; lovess

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-nIx-
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+ex-kcpian+
*singapore accounting academy.
superteen

New Found Loves:
sunshine!
books
typedrawing
entertaining myself

; they say happiness, is somewhere faraway..
in Heaven.
so why don't you bring me there,
with you?

`because all you've left here..
all you've left me with,are footprints ;

reminding me of who i used to be..